Monday, June 30, 2003
Your emotions may be a bit reserved today, dear Aries. It's OK to take a break from the spunk and fire and simply lay low. This is a good time for you to sit back and receive. Don't make any sudden moves, and let the energy of the day take you where it will. The closer you can get to you the intuitiveness of your inner self, the closer you will become to a romantic partner or family member.

Uh... sure... ok...

Save The Last Dance For Me Lyrics ~ The Drifters

You can dance ev'ry dance with the guy who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight
You can smile ev'ry smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight
But don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin', save the last dance for me mmmm

Oh, I know that the music's fine like sparkling wine go and have your fun
Laugh and sing but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin', save the last dance for me mmmm

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone can he take you home you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's you're gonna be
So darlin save the last dance for me

Music interlude

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's your gonna be
So darlin save the last dance for me mmmm

Save the last dance for me mmmm

Save the last dance for me

Oh for Fucks sake....

I don't like this stupid fucking layout.

Not that i don't already have like 5 Billion things on my mind...
fuck fuck fuck...

I am soooooo screwed...

And, for now, i refuse.
There will be no AaA for me.
I don't care if none of you know what it means, its not for u, its for me...

still.....

FUCK!

We screwed the pooch on this one, Boys...

Let's all play BOGGLE!!!

Save the Last Dance for Me..

The Calling ~ Things Don't Always Turn Out That Way

Well he can't sleep at night
And he can't do what's right
It was all because she came into his life
it's a deep obsession, taking up his time

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
but things don't always turn out that way

And he must confess
All the impure thoughts of his beautiful temptress
Although he keeps them all bottled up inside
Although he keeps it all safe within his mind, oh yeah

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
but things don't always turn out that way

So wipe that smile off your face
Before it gets too late
There's only so much time
For you to make up your mind

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
but things don't always turn out that way

Evanescence ~ "Taking Over Me"

you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

It makes one think, doesn't it? I mean, you think you have it figured out, but you don't.
Not really at least.
I mean, you think you have it all under control, that you know what's going on.
But in reality, you have no idea what's going on. It's all turned upside down and inside out.
Everything is not what you expected. Everything is what you didn't want to expect.

So what does one do with this realization?
You can't really change the fact...
Can you?
If you know that what you thought you knew is something that you don't know, what do you do?
What can you do??
Can you really change everything?

Well, one might try...
You might not succeed, but you can still try...

Why would you want too? Is this realization so bad?
It could be. If you think about it in a certain way, it could be...
Then the logical answer would be not to think of it in that certain way.

But now that you have that perspective, now that you can see that 'certain way'...
How do you change your point of view? How do you change your mind on something like this?

It's too confusing when you put all these ideas in one's head. There are too many things to think about.
Not that that's a bad thing. Information is the key. Variety is the spice of life. And so on and so forth...
Still, with too many thoughts running around, you lose the big picture.

Was there a big picture to begin with?

hmmmmm......

The Kinky Boyz Featuring Kia ~ Sexy Boy

Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy
Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy

Ou sont tes heros aux corps d'athletes
Ou sont tes idoles mal rasees, bien habillees

Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy

Dans leurs yeux des dollars
Dans leurs sourires des diamants
Moi aussi un jour je serai beau comme un dieu

Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy
Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy

Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy
Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy

Ou sont tes heros aux corps d'athletes
Ou sont tes idoles mal rasees, bien habillees

Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy
Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy
Sexy Boy, Sexy Boy

Hey Dikki, do ya think u could translate this for me???

Here I am with open arms
waiting for my boy to come to me
And when my baby's here with all his charms
I'll whisper to his ear in secrecry
baby...

*Chorus*
Funny how all dreams come true
Like a fool I'm into you
The day we met I lost my sanity
Funny how I feel for you
Like a fool I'm into you
You washed away my insecurities

Here we lie heart to heart
the perfect night for keeping you so near
And we'll let all the world drift far apart
As I hear you whisper to my ear
baby...

*Chorus*
Funny how all dreams come true
Like a fool I'm into you
The day we met I lost my sanity
Funny how i feel for you
Like a fool I'm into you

Dreams come true
Like a fool I'm into you
The day we met I lost my sanity
Funny what our love can do
Like a fool I'm into you boy

Dreams come true
Like a fool I'm into you
The day we met I lost my sanity
Funny how i feel for you
Like a fool I'm into you
You washed away my insecurities

Yay! It worked!!

So... watched the British version of Queer As Folk this morning... It was on at 1:00 in the morning, so I taped it.
Its funny, the US version was almost the exact same. But slight differences, ya kno?
I knew that the US version was from the UK version, I just didn't know it copied it so much.
It was interesting. But in a way, i think that the UK version was a little more daring, in that Nathan was only 15!!
15!!!
Whereas Justin was 17, not that that's much better, but still...

there's another episode tonight that i gotta tape....
The UK guys aren't as hot as the US guys, but i think that Vince is cuter than Mikey.
Dunno if he's comic book obsessed tho...

I hope this works this time...

stupid non-workiness that happened last time....

Moot: Also called a "moot point": a side issue, problem or question which does not have to be decided to resolve
the main issues in a dispute.

Ah... frustration. Ain't it grand.

And our ideas go falling down a cliff, and crashes into the cold water below, sinking to the bottom, where it is eaten by a rabid seahorse.

Tuesday, June 10, 2003
Romance takes a front seat in your concerns today, dear Aries, as you're probably feeling especially passionate. This is definitely a great day to plan an intimate evening with a lover! Make use of candles, muted lights, and soft music! You're also apt to be feeling especially passionate about your other interests, whether they be intellectual, creative, or business-oriented. Therefore, you can expect to spend a lot of time pursuing your passions - whatever they are!

HA HA HA!! I spent second block telling Karen I hated her. The only time i felt vaguely 'passionate' - and I use that term lightly - is when i asked Pater if he wanted to have sex at lunch. that's it. oh, and when i was listening to my QAF music, but that's totally different.

I want you,
I wanna feel you from the inside
I don't need no one, to push me around.
I don't need no one, holding me down
Would you release yourself?
Step into my fire.
I could please myself, But I want you
To make me feel alive, to make me feel alive.
I want you, to make me feel alive,
I wanna feel you from the inside.

You'll never see my crying, you'll never see me trying
To love you once again, Your love is so past tense

I don't want these feelings to ever come again

Your love is so past tense

The white dragon of mechs
What's Your Anime Weapon?

YAY!!! ESACA!!!!

Find out if you are gay, bi, or str8.

W00T!!!

The Lost Soul


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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... Apparently, this is what i am... somehow i don't think so...

Make me feel like a sex kitten, a slave to your lust. Make me feel beautiful, and hurt me while you do it. Fuck me fast, but love me slow. Seduce me, lust me, love me, leave me.

Saturday, June 07, 2003
Surprising new developments in close friendships or love relationships could come your way today, dear Aries. Someone might move away, or perhaps move closer to you. This could prove to be a little unsettling at first, but once you get used to the idea you'll be happy. Social events and group activities could also bring unexpected events your way. Be prepared for some bombshells! On the downside: Expect some trouble with machines!

...At least a part of that is true... I sorta had trouble with the cash register and the interac thingy....

... Not quite sure if i like the first part in my horoscope. Dunno if i should have posted it. Vikki might get ideas....

Oh well. Not like its gonna work anyway.

Make me feel alive

I want you!
I wanna feel you on the Inside

Damn I love that song! I love THEM!! Gods, I love that show.

If you didn't know already, or haven't guessed, Right now I'm totally obsessed with Queer As Folk. Cuz, DAMN! Brian's hot! And Justin's hot! And they are SOOOOOO HOT TOGETHER!!!!!

It makes me so happy that they are back together!!

I love living in my little fantasy world, where I can just be happy, and think of them. I love Brian. He's an ass, but he is just soooooo.... *mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* The English language is just too limited for me to even try and describe what he is.

Some trick: Who's he?
Brian: That's a difficult answer, given the limitations of the English language and the conventions of people's psyches, um, lets just say, He's the guy I fuck more than once.
Justin: Unlike you.

Well, it goes something like that. I know I got that guys line right, and Justin's, but I know that's not exactly what Brian says. Oh well.

I want something more...

But i don't know what that is exactly. I just want more.

I hate people. And everything. No, not everything. I like music. And friends... sometimes. When they're not plotting against you.

I'm tired of waiting, and of wanting. sometimes i'm just tired.

i'm scared of tomorrow... of what might or might not happen....

that's like saying i'm afraid of the future... which, ok, that's partly true. but its a different kind of fear.

I'm sorry. I know i say sorry a lot, and i apologize for it, but i am sorry.

I hate being me sometimes. I regret most things i've done.

except listening to my music. I like my music.

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Don't forget about the Beaver... The Beaver has "connections". J Pop and Madchester (??) will get make you feel pure Ecstasy . Just look for the Beaver...

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Stay ~ Lisa Lobe

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cuz I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no (bad)

And so I, I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
and this woman was singin' my song:
the lover's in love and the other's run away,
the lover is cryin' 'cuz the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dieing since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.

You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take my anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh but now I know that I was wrong, 'cuz I missed you.

You said, "I caught you 'cuz I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cuz you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."

You say I only hear what I want to.


I hate thoughts...

Monday, June 02, 2003
It is important for you to be extra cautious today, dear Aries. Make sure you are calm and collected before you get behind the wheel of a car. Be sure to have a helmet on if you are riding your bike. Strong emotions that come up at this time are apt to trigger a physical response that could be quite powerful and even a bit violent. Be careful of such tendencies.

It would have been nice to know this beforehand....